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Ieranii
05-05-2005, 03:54 PM
Editor's Note: The following letter was written on April 22, 2005, by a gamer to her EQ2 guildmates and other friends after the Sony Online Entertainment (SOE) announcement of the Exchange Servers facilitating in-game sales of in-game items for real life cash.

503Dear friends,
I will be leaving EQ2 as soon as I get the bank items transferred and after I cook up my food and give it away. I've been thinking about this since SOE announced the Exchange server decision. I will try and explain my thinking. If you don't agree or just don't understand that's ok. I'm not looking to be convinced only explaining why I've made this decision.

There use to be only one thing that granted an advantage in this game and that was time. In June with the launch of the exchange servers there will be two: time and real life money.

It has always seemed to me the whole game is about the journey and achieving things in-game through an investment of time in-game, community support (sharing info with each other), a bit of effort and a lot of patience. For someone to completely circumvent that process by buying things with real cash feels like cheating to me and for SOE to support this feels like a betrayal.

I've heard all the rationalizations. "I earned it by working my job 80 hrs a week" (that seems like such a cop out, they just want it NOW without having to wait and work toward it slowly, they want an 'easy' game), "I don't have time to play but I want to play with my level 40 friends" (hello mentoring?). I was even asked whether changing the rules stopped it from being cheating.

I thought about that one for a while and what I decided is that while it may no longer be breaking the rules it is still circumventing the process that this game was built around. It is an advantage outside of the parameters of the game itself and so to me it still feels very wrong.

502They say it's about giving their customers options. Maybe so but why does any company try and make customers happy? They are attempting to increase the customer base of course. And that's what this is, an attempt to further expand their market. The problem is the entire gaming industry is watching and that has a lot to do with why I'm leaving. They are blazing a new trail and I worry where the industry standard is going to end up after this. Ebay tactics use to be taboo for MMORPGs, but not anymore.

If this is successful (meaning they add exchange servers without having to merge any others = expanded customer base), then every other MMO after will include exchange rules in their games. Even if the developers are against it, the economists and executives will dictate that it must be included. After all it's a business and every cash cow must be milked. Since I feel so strongly that it is cheating, I would not be happy with any of those kinds of games.

If this is successful in a small way (the exchange servers are populated but they lose a chunk of their other customers and end up having to merge servers), then at least the gaming industry will see that, even though there is a market for the ebay mentality, there is also a group of gamers who refuse to participate in a game that promotes this type of instant gratification, easy-way-out tactics.

That's why I'm leaving. Even though they "say" they won't bring it to the other servers, I still believe it will affect me in the long term. I am worried not only about the impact on our server but on gaming as a whole. I don't want the next generation of games to be Ebay-centered. There's no fun in that for me and so I am leaving as a personal statement.

I'm only one account, Phylon’s [Ed. note: the writer's husband] is another and in the grand scheme of things we aren't a lot, but it's our statement to SOE and the gaming community that this was a really bad move. That maybe there is a market for the instant easy way out gamer but they aren't all that's out there and the rest of us want something a bit more challenging. If I were to stay I would be saying that I don't care and that's just not true.

My personal opinion is that this is going to hurt this game in the long term but the bottom line is that a game I really enjoyed has become something less and a company I trusted let me down. Every time I log in and that SOE logo flashes across the screen all I think is "SOEbay" and I feel sad and a wee bit angry and not at all like playing so I’m saying goodbye.

See you in the next game as long as it doesn't go exchange!

Ranii (aka Ieranii)
27 healer/34 provisioner
Officer of MoM (Munchkins of Mayhem)
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UPDATE FROM IERANII: This is a summary of the goodbye message I posted on my EQ2 guild forums. I made it public because my circle of friends was not limited by a guild tag and so it was goodbye to non-guild friends as well. Many of the folks I said goodbye to in-game stay in touch through emails and IMs. Many of them have feelings about the exchange that are similar to mine; some of them have quit already; some of them are waiting until the exchange goes live; some will wait until a new game comes along. Every person I talked to about the exchange felt that it was a mistake and felt that their stay in Norrath was going to be shorter because of it. Only time will tell.

Nepenthia
05-05-2005, 05:09 PM
Smile, I know you're not asking for cheers here, but brava anyway.

Your letter goes to the heart of mmogs ... they are a journey indeed. Very well said.

Nep

Fozzik
05-05-2005, 05:51 PM
I respect what you did, and I understand. If only more people stood by their convictions and understood the big picture the way you and your husband seem to... maybe the genre wouldn't be in the sorry state it's in.

Faith, my sister, faith. Sigil may well revive all those dreams we thought lost. We may yet find the home many of us have long sought. The light is dim, but I feel it's warmth even now. You must have also felt its whispered beckoning, for you have found the path by which we few walk towards the betterment of all. Lead by the visi...

*fozzik snaps out of it*

Sorry about that... got all mushy and RP there for a second. Anyway, I admire your stand on the issue.

Gardomyn
05-07-2005, 10:10 AM
I'm definitly supporting this. You did well !
I did the same thing... I don't want to support such a company and give a sign as much as insignificant it could be...

Saberlight
05-07-2005, 05:48 PM
I hope you don't mind I quoted the letter in a goodbye thread I posted on the SOE forum here: http://eqiiforums.station.sony.com/eq2/board/message?board.id=stex&message.id=13421

My account expries today and I more than likely will not ever subscribe to another SOE product. I will not say never because only time will tell but right now there is a very very bitter taste for anything SOE, even as much as I love Star Wars and as much as I loved EQ2 the nerfage and overhauls ruined the game for me and the SE announcement was overkill for my enjoyment of their product.

Raya
05-07-2005, 06:48 PM
Saberlight - it's too bad that things turned out this way. I can relate to your feelings of hurt and betrayal. I have felt the same about EQ the original and where it was taken in recent years. To me, these MMOs are not just games...their very immersibility prevents that...they are virtual homes with real friends and lessons of the feelings that can't be experienced anywhere else. Tampering with this is like bombing your city. I sincerely hope that Vanguard WILL be the refuge that people seek. (I think it will but, as has been often said, only time will tell.)

Saberlight
05-07-2005, 07:02 PM
I remember my first MMO, EQOA. I was amazed and in awe for quite some time over it and it was run by SOE. Then something happened. I don't know if it was a change in management or community but it just went down the drain. GMs dissapeared and CS became automated. So I moved on to FFXI. Then SOE got involved with them and it went down the drain as well. So I laid low for a while and followed up on EQ2; it had so much promise. So I decided to give SOE another try. It was fun for the first two or three months after launch when they just left it alone and didn't mess with the game at all. Then came the series of big patches and changes that just let the magic slip away. I don't know if any MMO will hold up to their promises anymore. But I do know that I will hesitate in the future whenever I see another SOE product that looks promising.

Servek DaTroll
05-11-2005, 01:50 AM
In 2003 one of my close friends canceled his EQ account because he stated that Soe no longer cared about their players only their money. I disagreed and continued playing EQ for another year and a half. Most of my friends had left the game for Daoc, because they just hated sony, but I stuck it out just hoping things would change. I missed the Karana events, the halloween event, the server Gms, and began to realized what he had said a year in the past was seemingly true. I stopped playing EQ reguarly last year only keeping my account active to help out old friends when needed. Sony really keeps me active because alot of people in the game became my Rl friends. I couldnt just abandon them to prove a point, but now most of them are gone. I really loved EQ and spent almost 5+ years of my life in that game. They no longer care about the people who made their game a hit they only cater to those who have "now" money. Just IMO....thanks for your post your not alone...